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I think that Cody needs to update here, but that seems to just be me.
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[17 Oct 2002|12:42pm] |
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I think that Cody needs to update here, but that seems to just be me.
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nothing big today, I went to school(still sorta sick but pulled through). I am gonna try to get some paint for the garden tools and fix them up for the summer and it keeps them in good shape and all. I got some homework I need to do, BLAH. end here for now.
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[06 May 2002|07:18pm] |
Alright, it's been a while since I have done this and it wont get too much better because I lack the need to update. Nothing really happens that I should update. Well, I was sick today(still am) Holland decided that he should come over and visit to keep me company though I might have slept all day anyways but that wouldn't have flown becuase I would have been woken up by 2000 calls from my mom or someone that my mom may have had call me. I got a web cam also. So when I decide that I should I may put some photos up. Just to make you all happier.
Later Days! (hehehe, from the Weekenders).
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[05 May 2002|01:58pm] |
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yes i do..muahahaha I GOT IN..*grins* i love you cody :o) you should update more often..ok time for me to update..more later..right cody? yeah soo look forward to one from him..
LOVE,
lauren
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[10 Feb 2002|07:13pm] |
*THE MUSIC SURVEY!*
001. Favorite band(s)? Primus, Soulfly, Dry Kill Logic, Gadnium, Fear Factory, Sepultura, System Of A Down, Nothingface, Marylin Manson, etc. etc.
002. Do you enjoy concerts? Hell Yes
003. What was the last concert you attended? Korn
004. Music you couldn't live without? Most of it
005. Kind of music that would fall off the face of the earth and you wouldn't care nor miss it? country, pop, stupid music created by the system that means nothing and doesn't even sound good, the poser shit
006. About how many CDs do you own? lemme think, well more than I feel like counting right now(in my house, over 300, personally over 100)
007. How many CDs can your stereo hold at a time? 5(6 depending on the setup hehehe) and 7
008. Do you have a discman? three
009. What CD(s) could you listen to for hours? all of my cds
010. Can you sing well? ask anyone who I talk on the phone with or in my house (I used to be in my church choir when I was 12.
How many CDs do you own by...
011. Britney Spears? 0
012. City High? 0
013. O-Town? 0
014. Eminem? 2
015. Incubus? 0
016. Blink 182? 2
017. Everclear? 0
018. Mandy Moore? 0
019. Backstreet Boys? 0
020. N'Sync? 0
021. Dr. Dre? 0 (now, it was in my brother's car when it was jacked)
022. Fuel? 0
023. Linkin Park? 1
024. Destiny's Child? 0 (but that one chick is fuckin Hot)
025. Dream? 0
026. Korn? 4
028. Missy Elliot? 0
029. Nelly Furtado? 0
030. Jessica Simpson? 0
031. Christina Aguliera? 0
032. Eve 6? 0
033. Sum 41? 1
034. No Doubt? broke it
035. Mariah Carey? 0
036. The Offspring? 1 lost the other
037. Rancid? 0
038. System Of A Down? 2
039. Kittie? 1
040. NoFX? 3
What lyric comes to your mind when you hear...
036. Goo Goo Dolls?
037. Lifehouse?
038. Vertical Horizon?
039. Vitamin C?
040. LFO? that one summertime song =)
041. Savage Garden?
042. Papa Roach? there's no money there's no possessions only obsessions i don't need that shit
043. The Bloodhound Gang? you came twice last year like a sears catalogue, because your last boyfriend made love like boss hog, but now you're seein me but soon I'll have you seein god because girl i'll get you pantin like your pavlov's dog, I'm like a dc 10 guaranteed to go down but baby your black box is the one that I found I'll give you the gift that keeps on givin it wont cost you any money then she grabbed me by the ears and said kiss me where it smells funny....I'd finish the song but you get the idea
044. Toni Braxton?
045. 98 Degrees?
046. Our Lady Peace?
047. The Verve Pipe?
048. Craig David?
050. Aqua? "i'm a barbi girl in a barbi world, my tits are plastic aren't they fantastic??"
052. Micaela? who the hell is that???
053. The Fugees?
Either or...
054. Britney or Christina? Christina I guess
055. Punk or rock? tough decission
056. Edited or un-edited? un-edited of course it flows better
057. Backstreet Boys or N'Sync? rather die than listen to them
058. Nick or Justin? which should die first? I think they should be put in front of a firing squad and takin out together
059. Live or on TV? live if I can be in the pit, but other than that live on tv is good
060. Amphitheater or arena? amphitheater, the acoustics are alot better and you don't have to deal with the cold
061. Live band or recorded tape? live if they are good, if not i will settle for the recorded
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[09 Feb 2002|09:37pm] |
I am apart of the SHROOM ARMY
I am apart of the SOUL FLY TRIBE
I am a metal band fan
Well, I went diving today, it was ok except for the fact that I got motion sickness and started vomiting in the water (NOT FUN AT ALL).
Yesterday we were given this question, in my English class, "If you were to write an autobiography, what would be the title of the book (not your name)."
My answer to that question was ______ _____ _____ ____ __ ____. If your lucky I will tell you because I like my title a lot and it means everything to me so if you use it I swear to god someone will die!!!
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well I just got home from walking my dog not too long ago. It pissed me off because I was walking through the center and I saw someone that just fucked my day up even more so. Because, yeah, she's cute and all, and I wanted to hook up but the way she handled it just pissed me off, and now it's like I see her constantly and she like stares and then she runs away like a bitch, I know I have a problem with seeing someone I know and smiling at them so it looks like I am dogging someone but I swear I try not to be like that it just happens. So yeah she tries to dog too but I don't care. It's funny because she went around me and stayed the hell away from my dog lol. Oh well I have to get ready to go to Holland's because I "have to" do atleast two dives tomorrow. GRRRRRR I am not in the greatest of moods to be doing any of this shit but apparently now I am obligated to finish this class.
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[07 Feb 2002|10:03pm] |
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blah blah blah, well My cousin is probably gonna get me into trouble by telling people I think they are hot, but whatever, I may never meet them anyways. *shrugs* Oh well, I just wanna lay back down and sleep because the more I sleep the more I dream. And the more I dream the less I have to remember.
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[07 Feb 2002|10:03pm] |
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blah blah blah, well My cousin is probably gonna get me into trouble by telling people I think they are hot, but whatever, I may never meet them anyways. *shrugs* Oh well, I just wanna lay back down and sleep because the more I sleep the more I dream. And the more I dream the less I have to remember.
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[29 Jan 2002|08:45pm] |
you say i'm cold
see i'm just tired of you
you make me sick
sometimes it seems i can't break you
now that i'm sick
it seems all right
now that i'm gone
you must be happy
i cannot stand this
these words don't come so easily
more aggravation
to silence my mind
one more
in the face redemption
but still i feel it and go
so you know i can't realize
realize
put you away so you don't know
can't see you feel it what i do
see it in the face
what you do to the children
i still cannot break it
no matter what you tell me
you hear but you're blind
and you're still not comin around
to get a sound
he has to be destroyed...
so now i'm cold
you said you're tired of me
i made you sick
sometimes it seems you can't break me
now that you sick
it all seems bad
now that your gone
i can't be happy
i cannot stand this
these words don't come so easily
more aggravation
to silence my mind
one more
in the face of redemption
but still i feel it and go
so you know i can't realize
realize
put you away so you don't know
can't you feel it what i do
see it in the face
what you do to the children
i still cannot break it
no matter what you tell me
you hear but you're blind
and you're still not comin around
to get a sound
burn
this empty mind
take it all but you want some more
apologies
now i'm not cool
suck up in lies
say it all even with no truth
i'm feeling fine
i feel no guilt
for the shit i say
could give a fuck about your inner
thoughts
they're not mine
clear kills
so you think you know some shit
try hard
know that you can't leave it like this
i can't see it through...
one more
in the face of redemption
but still i feel it and i go
so you know i just can't realize
realize
put you away so you don't know
can't you feel it what i do
see it in the face
what you do to the children
i still cannot break it
no matter what you tell me
you hear but you're blind
and you're still not comin around
to get a sound
clear kills
so you think you know some shit
try hard
know that you can't leave it like this
i can't see it through by myself
told you
see your feelings overweight
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well, we are on block schedule for testing, which only sucks a little bit but I wish we would be like this always, 2 classes a day for two hours, I feel I could learn and do more like that than how they got us for an hour and for 6 classes a day.I can't really retain much like that. But after school I walked Buddy to Lauren's and chilled there a while. Have you ever just watched someone sleep because they looked so peacefull and comfortable, then wished you could have that? (the peace and comfort) I was watching Kelly for a while and wished I could just go to sleep too but 1. I can't really sleep during the day to begin with 2. I don't think kelly would have found it nice that I climbed onto the couch with her 3. I am not at my own home. When Lauren's dad came home he saw Buddy and just had to go and see him, then he taught Buddy how to cimb the stairs in the back yard. They are the kind that spiral upward and are really tight and steep. Buddy now loves the stairs even though he almost fell off like 10 times. There is soo much on my mind I don't know what to say or if I can say it so I will just end it here.
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[25 Jan 2002|11:24pm] |
well I suck!!!!! I didn't finish my rocking horse like I wanted to today and that just pisses me off because I also need to re-do one of the damned legs because the mother fucker split on me and that's not good, that's points that I need badly. I just hope and pray Mr. Wilcox will be nice enough to let me finish Monday. I amazed alot of people though because he doesn't let anyone use the table saw, and he told me to use it my self which was cool because it saved me time well somewhat. I could have gotten more done if he would have helped me earlier in the period.
Well Lauren and I went and saw Orange County tonight and afterwards we went to Red Robin to eat. We found out that one of her friend's works there, and we figure she will tell her brother and her brother will give her (Lauren) a lecture on it all.
But yeah I suck still because the majority of the night I wanted someone to hold and well I dunno if I can do that with Lauren anymore. I feel that now if I keep doing that then I just may hurt her more in the long run. Yes I know how much you love me Lauren, I love you too but I know how my love life is and the way it goes would not be healthy for either of us. I have figured out that my relationships are short lived and someone usually falls in love and hearts are broken and I can't do that to you. I'm sorry :(
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| WHO GOTS THE JOINT?!?! |
[24 Jan 2002|08:27pm] |
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I was told yet again to update, so here I am, besides i had to stop getting hooked on the internet really fucks with my school work I have figured out. hehehe. But that's not good, I need to get off of my fuckin ass and start working, this semester is probably fucked. So don't be surprised if you don't see me on too often anymore.
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[21 Jan 2002|03:21pm] |
you've got no selfesteme, and you think you're so mistreated.
you can't stand your face, and you cannot,
cannot believe that you cannot control your fate
(chorus)
this isn't what you wanted
someone to break you down every motherfucking day
it's not the life you wanted
someone to break you, someone to make you
bruises on your face, i guess you fell down the steps again
and that's such a shame, cause you let it,
you let it happen over and over again
(repeat chorus)
it's just another day, the last day he touches you again.
but that's the price he'll pay.
you pull the trigger, it all goes away in one determind flash
(repeat chorus)
(b-verse)
PAY!! close you eyes, you better, hold em' tight, you'll never,
don't keep telling yourself it''ll be alright, don't keep telling yourself it'll be alright.
(solo)
(repeat b verse)
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BLAH
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[21 Jan 2002|01:09pm] |
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getting bored here.......I wanna go out with Lauren today but who knows what is happening
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[20 Jan 2002|08:53pm] |
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i am bored, does no one look for anyone to talk to????? oh well
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